The early morning got to me. I ended lying down from noon to 4 PM when my son and I had dinner, a slice of pizza. Still no soda except one slip the other day, but one in a few weeks won’t cause a problem. I am sure by now I have broke the caffeine addiction.
After dinner I took another 2 hour nap. I am so drowsy from the medications that if I lie down I will usually fall asleep. I am trying to break the habit of going back to lie down.
My moods are fairly stable although I have to say I feel a little happier than normal and the depression is slight if at all right now. I had to drop my mood stabilizer back down since they are fighting the Latuda and I will run out of the one I have if I stay at the increased dose and they won’t let me refill early. So I am hoping to have enough to last as long as it takes. I hate medications.
Think I am going to try for another early night. I am still tired and kind of bored and don’t feel like writing. Maybe I am having an episode of mixed moods. I am going through another mood change. BPD is kicking in I think since I lowered the medication back to the old amount.