After my glorious crazy night I am now up at 8 AM. I am glad I had the light on for last night’s show seemed so real. Not much sleep and had to take another sleep aid to get to sleep.
I have downed about 25 ounces of water and all my medications even the nasty adrenal gland stuff.
My fasting sugar is 86, nice. I only had the salad for dinner last night and the half of a Glipizide, my Diabetes medication which probably helped. I am spreading my food out more and looking for low-carb options. Hard since I am so picky. I hate the healthier breads and stuff. My son wanted to grocery shopping tonight and start looking for the right foods, but I have a Reflexology appointment right in that time frame. Not sure we will feel like going later.
I haven’t lost anymore weight, but it is coming off by the inches as my pants keep falling down. A sure sign of some loss of some kind. No belt loops for a belt to cinch the waist.
Yesterday was rainy and no walk, but we did walk the store some so I did get some in while getting my prescription refill and walking from the parking lot since my son parks far away on purpose to make me walk. I use my handicap placard when I can, but he isn’t buying that. He does it for love. I don’t complain too much. He is the only one who really knows how to handle me and he has BP as well. It is better if our moods don’t sync. We both withdraw when depressed. At least he has most of his rage issues under control. He used to break everything.
My wrist hurts, noticed it last night while typing my middle of the night parade post. It is my dominant hand. And my left upper arm hurts. Hurt to wash my hair in the shower this morning. Can’t tell if it is the Fibromyalgia or something else. I have a problem with the rotator cuff and Carpal Tunnel Syndrome in both hands. Could be that. That is one of the bad things about Fibromyalgia. It can mimic other things. The ER loves to blame everything on it. They are going to kill someone some day because they would rather blame everything on Fibromyalgia rather than finding out if it is another problem really going on. From all my research it seems I had the Fibromyalgia since I was a kid along with my Bipolar Disorder, panic/anxiety and OCD, New diagnoses added in my adulthood, more recently. I also have PTSD, Borderline Personality Disorder and some of the other personality disorders, but they decided to just choose the main one. I am paranoid as all get out. Even though I take anxiety medication (Clonazepam) 4 mg total for day my anxiety is rising and I bite my nails, my skin and sit here and rub my hands together all the time as if washing them. Weird!
I just fed the meowing, annoying cat. She eats 2 small cans a day and a bowlful of dry. She hates people food, even meat. And no milk for her either.
I did my shower, but haven’t gotten dressed yet. Will have to dress soon though since I need to go downstairs and eat my breakfast or rather brunch.