This has been a lousy month or so for me starting with forgetting my medications for 2 days.
My right foot hurts 24/7 and I can’t put pressure on it so walking is very painful. I see the PCP on Monday to see where we go from here on that.
Then the chiropractor told me I had an irregular mole on my back. I couldn’t see it, but dad did. So the other day I said to my dad that I could use a miracle on this mole because I don’t need another doctor and he was worried about skin cancer. My dad said let me check it again. He says to me there is nothing there anymore. I said you are kidding me. He says no I saw it the other day, but it is not there now.
So today I went to the chiropractor and had him check just in case my father missed it and explained about the miracle I asked for. He searched my whole back and said, YOU GOT YOUR MIRACLE, it is gone. Finally feel that God is listening to my prayers. I know I have to trust him to do what is in his plan for me. No skin cancer is good.
Now Monday when I see the PCP I am going to have a talk with him about my psychiatric medications. I know he wants no part of it, but I want to see if he will do me a favor and just write them for a month, maybe 2 so I don’t run out before they get a new nurse. I need courage to ask him, but it is better than the alternative of withdrawal and mood swings.
We are having a bad thunderstorm right now. Ugh, I am afraid of thunder and lightening.
I have to write my day 10 post for the 31 days of October. I try to write it early the day before so it is ready to post on schedule for the next day. I have been putting it off today. Plus I was running errands and going to the chiropractor and I didn’t get up until 11AM this morning. Later than I have been lately.
I found out I like writing limericks as well as the haiku’s. Taking a poetry class and like those two now. I can write them too much easier than a story at times.