Bipolar Romantic Relationships: Dating and Marriage – Day 14 – 31 days of October Link Up


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Bipolar Romantic Relationships: Dating and Marriage

Below is an article from WebMD about romantic relationships between couples with one Bipolar Spouse or both are Bipolar.

I was a Bipolar bride with a Narcissistic groom. Neither of us knew it at the time of our wedding. The marriage started off bad and just got worse. After 23 years of misery we finally got divorced.

Needless to say neither of our parents were happy about the union. His mother thought he should marry someone else and he should have. We weren’t meant for each other. We were young and both had mental illnesses and his included a deep rage which could have caused some serious injuries to others.

My parents weren’t happy, but we were of age they couldn’t do anything. I was 19, but with my mental issues of Bipolar Disorder among other things he was able to talk me inot and threaten me at the same time. Threats of suicide on his end. I was afraid no one else would ever want to marry me. I didn’t know what was wrong, but I was easily manipulated and naive.

When I had a mini-breakdown he forced me to seek help and I had already gone through my company’s help program and made an appointment with a therapist so I beat him to it. He was going to make me an appointment if I didn’t.

I was not thoroughly or correctly evaluated and prescribed Prozac on the PHD’s recommendations. No mood stabilizer which they now know causes Bipolar’s to go into a manic phase. I got worse. I threatened suicide and almost pulled it off. I took my knife to my wrist and started to cut when I came back to the reality of what I was doing.

I was immediately taken off of Prozac and sent to a psychiatrist. None of the medications worked. I continued therapy. My husband at the time, was ashamed of my mental status and that it wasn’t just an easy fix. He didn’t want anyone knowing. He wouldn’t come with me to work on our marriage and so I got stronger with my therapy and he didn’t like that. He couldn’t manipulate me as easy.

I wanted/needed out of the marriage, but didn’t have the strength to fight him. I knew he would pull the suicide stunt again. He had already tried it twice. So my answer was to tell him that I wanted an open marriage and I was seeing others whether he like it or not. He could divorce me if he wanted. So he agreed and my hope was that he would meet someone else leave me. Which is exactly what happened. We got divorced 16 years ago this month.

I may be suffering financially and have no relationship to fall back on, but I am happier now than I was.

He threatened to take my son from me through the courts using my mental illness which I just found out doesn’t work that way. Our son was 12 and he was there until he was 16 and flat out refused to go back. I raised him from that point on. Our girls were both adults.

He really had quite an agenda, the narcissistic tendencies. I didn’t know that until this year and while blogging and following some people in here and I realized he did have mental issues besides the deep rage. And he called me crazy.

The article below says it is possible for 2 bipolar people to be happy together, but I know in my situation I couldn’t be happy with a narcissist.

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From WebMD, see below

Whether you or your loved one has bipolar disorder, you can learn to make the relationship work.

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Navigating any romantic relationship — whether it’s dating or marriage — can be a tricky endeavor. Add bipolar disorder with its roller-coaster ride of emotions into the mix, and relationships become even more challenging.

When Jim McNulty, 58, of Burrillville, Rhode Island, got married in the 1970s, everything seemed fine at first. “It was an absolutely normal courtship,” he recalls. “We got along well.”

Then the mood swings began. During his “up” or hypomanic states, he would spend huge sums of money he didn’t have. Then he would hit the “down” side and sink into the depths of depression. These wild swings put stress on his marriage and threatened to run his family’s finances into the ground. He eventually signed the house over to his wife to protect her and his two young children. Finally, he says, “She asked me to leave because she couldn’t live with the illness anymore.”

The Bipolar Relationship

When people get into a relationship, they’re looking for stability, says Scott Haltzman, MD. Haltzman is clinical assistant professor in the Brown University department of psychiatry and human behavior. He’s also medical director of NRI Community Services in Woonsocket, R.I. and author of The Secrets of Happily Married Men and The Secrets of Happily Married Women. He tells WebMD that bipolar disorder can seriously complicate a relationship. “The person, particularly if untreated, may be prone to changes in their mood, their personality, and their interactions that can threaten the consistency that is the framework of a relationship.”

He adds that not everyone with bipolar disorder experiences the distinct mood phases of mania and depression. But when those episodes do occur they can wreak havoc on a relationship.

During the manic phase, a person can lose his or her sense of judgment. That means spending money recklessly, becoming promiscuous, engaging in risky behaviors like drug and alcohol abuse, and even getting into trouble with the law. “When you have a spouse with bipolar disorder who gets in a manic phase,” he says, “it can be extremely detrimental to the relationship because they may be doing things that endanger you or may endanger you financially.”

On the other side of the curve is depression. Depression can cause the person to withdraw completely from everything — and everyone — around him or her. “If you’re a partner with someone, it’s very frustrating,” Haltzman says. “That’s because you want to pull them out of their shell and you don’t know how to do it.”

Dating With Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar disorder can become an issue from the very start of a relationship. When you first meet someone you like, it’s natural to want to make a good impression. Introducing the fact that you have bipolar disorder may not make for the most auspicious beginning. There is always the fear that you might scare the person off and lose the opportunity to get to know one another. At some point, though, you will need to let your partner know that you are bipolar.

“I don’t think it’s necessary to introduce your psychiatric problems on the first date,” Haltzman says. “But once you sense that there’s a mutual attraction and you decide to become more serious with this person, when you decide that you want to date this person exclusively, I think at that point each partner needs to come clear with what the package includes.”

Knowing what triggers your cycles of hypomania, mania, and depression and watching out for warning signs that you’re entering one or the other phase of the cycle can help you avoid uncomfortable situations in your new relationship. “I think the more the person knows what their cycles are, the better they might be able to be in charge of them,” says Myrna Weissman, PhD. Weissman is professor of epidemiology and psychiatry at the Columbia University College of Physicians and Surgeons. She is also chief of the department in clinical-genetic epidemiology at New York State Psychiatric Institute. Warning signs, she says, can include disturbed sleep and changes in activity level.

Bipolar Disorder and Marriage

Any number of things, from work stress to money issues, can lead to arguments and put strain on a marriage. But when one partner has bipolar disorder, simple stressors can reach epic proportions. That may be why as many as 90% of marriages involving someone with bipolar disorder reportedly fail.

McNulty watched not only his own marriage fall apart, but the marriages of others with bipolar disorder as well. “I’ve been running a support group for almost 19 years,” he says. “I’ve seen dozens of couples come through the door with their marriage in tatters.” Bipolar disorder “puts a huge additional strain on a relationship, particularly when you don’t have a diagnosis.”

Healing a Troubled Relationship

Having a relationship when you live with bipolar disorder is difficult. But it’s not impossible. It takes work on the part of both partners to make sure the marriage survives.

The first step is to get diagnosed and treated for your condition. Your doctor can prescribe mood stabilizing medications, such as Lithium, with antidepressants to help control your symptoms. Therapy with a trained psychologist or social worker is also important. With therapy you can learn to control the behaviors that are putting stress on your relationship. Having your spouse go through therapy with you can help him or her understand why you act the way you do and learn better ways to react.

“I think the more a partner can learn about these things, the better role he or she can play,” Haltzman says. “Being involved in treatment can really help make the treatment for bipolar disorder a collaborative effort. And it will actually increase the sense of bonding.”

Though you may want to crawl into your self-imposed cocoon when you’re depressed, and feel like you’re on top of the world when you’re manic, it’s important to accept help when it’s offered. “I think,” Haltzman says, “it sometimes helps to have a contract.” With this contract, you can decide ahead of time under which circumstances you will agree to let your partner help you.

For the spouse of the bipolar person, knowing when to offer help involves recognizing how your partner is feeling. “You really have to work at it to understand what the other person is going through,” McNulty tells WebMD. “And you have to be alert to their moods.” McNulty is now remarried to a woman who also has bipolar disorder. When one of them notices that the other is starting to slide into depression, he or she will ask, “How do you feel?” and “What do you need from me?” This gentle offering helps keep both partners on track.

Here are a few other ways to help relieve some of the stress on your relationship:

  • Take your medication as prescribed. And keep all of your appointments with your health care provider.
  • Take a marriage education class.
  • Manage your stress in whatever way works for you, whether it’s writing in a journal, taking long walks, or listening to music. Try to balance work with more enjoyable activities.
  • Stick to a regular sleep cycle.
  • Eat healthfully and exercise regularly.
  • Avoid alcohol and caffeine.
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3 thoughts on “Bipolar Romantic Relationships: Dating and Marriage – Day 14 – 31 days of October Link Up

  1. morgueticiaatoms

    I find the notion of marriage education class hysterical. If I couldn’t get them to go to more than one session of counseling before they declared it gobbledygook and excuses, that ain’t happening and if my worst sin is being bipolar…I don’t think I’m entirely responsible thus the only who should go.

    I also take offense at the notion of “controlling” bipolar symptoms and cycles. I, however, agree with learning to know yourself and your own triggers and cycle. This, of course, is not enough when your partner won’t get with the program. I went through this with The Donor, ad nauseum. He would constantly watch me, analyze my micro expressions, assume it was his fault, and start fights. If I say, “It’s on me, let me ride it out, all will be ok” and you keep poking me with a spork…YOU are the problem. I’m taking responsibility by telling you it’s me and I just need to ride it out. If that’s not enough to appease your fragile ego, that is no more my fault than it’s your fault for me being bipolar.

    Having said all that…I am not unwilling to compromise, nor am I unwilling to admit my flaws. I just think when you’ve reached the point that you can assure someone it’s you, not them, and they still bully you into a fight because your depression suddenly becomes about them…That’s not on you.

    Great food for thought, though, thanks for the share.

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  2. Tessa Post author

    What bothers me most I think, think I am not sure since there is so much, is the fact that the was ashamed of me. I didn’t do all kinds of crazy things in public or cause disturbances. Who the fuck was he to tell me I embarrass him. That really hurt.

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  3. toniandrukaitis

    I was also married to a manipulative narcissist. He tried to convince me that it was MY fault that he was screwing the waitress at his country club. He said I was fat and lazy and sat around the house all day. That was such a ridiculous lie, and I NEVER gave in. He said I needed to take some responsibility for his affair. I said that I’d NEVER take responsibility for him being an ass hole…the end. I went from a scared tearful devastated wimpy wife to a strong woman who wouldn’t take his crap anymore. I got out while the getting was good. I feel your pain and wish you well. Keep sharing. Keep getting stronger.

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