I am never happy, am I?

I got my emails back thanks to Orbb and now I forgot that meant tons of email, even more now and I have to search for my necessary email, like when I have an article published or whatever. I don’t like the reader, but most of my posts didn’t come through and I didn’t know how to mark something if I wanted to keep it, other than making a huge list. So it didn’t take as long to read the few that did come through.

Now I have hundreds of emails to go through.

My mood swings aren’t helping.  One day manic, one day depressed. What a jolly Christmas this will be. Worse than usual if this nonsense keeps up. I can’t tell if I am up or down.

I took my pills and had no nap so ready for bed now and then will probably be up in the middle of the night again.



12 thoughts on “I am never happy, am I?

  1. morgueticiaatoms

    The manic/down thing is likely related to the sudden increase in Cymbalta, it should settle down in a couple of weeks. If it doesn’t…Tell them immediately because you can go full on happy manic at that high a dose and not even realize it til you’ve mucked things up.
    Been there, done that myself with Cymbalta.

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  2. gh0stpupp3t

    I will also wake up early too. I am on this med that makes me pee a lot… it gets annoying after awhile… I am also having these mood swings…. for the better part of the week I was manic… but now I’m a little depressed. Not that much though.


    1. Tessa Post author

      I sleep better without the machine. I don’t know how much longer I am going to use it. Useless since it wakes me up every half hour. I get more sleep without it.



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