It is not bad this week, mostly 60’s, but so warm on Christmas Eve. Maybe I can shed this gloom by then. It just might melt the ice in my heart. I need to forget the commercial part and just remember the reason for the season. Jesus’ birth.
My children don’t understand my sudden return to God and religion. They were not brought up on it and I feel bad for not having them indoctrinated into the life of Christ. The grandchildren are interested now, but as they grow up and mommy and daddy don’t go they just might get the feelings I did when I grew up. YOU CAN’T MAKE ME GO! I AM AN ADULT NOW!
It would be nice if next year I don’t feel the gloom and doom. That I look forward to celebrating Jesus’ birth. I would like to shed the early Grinch and Scrooge and become the Happy Endings!