What I need is sleep to help the pain and the cold. The mania keeps me up even though I don’t feel well. My pain is a definite 10/10 and I was down to 5 and it felt so good to have just minor pain and now my body is on full alert for Fibromyalgia and perhaps the spine issues. Can’t completely tell them apart. The Fibro is all across the many trigger points causing pain where I only get it when I am extremely stressed. Stress is my biggest trigger. Lack of sleep also causes it so the mania won’t let me sleep so it is a trigger as well.
Why can’t the head and body come to terms and give me a break. The week I had with little pain was so nice. It still hurts, but it is so much better you feel better.
Self-harming has increased. I found a new scab to pick and dig at. Just what I needed.
And a cold, can’t breathe, head and nose are stopped up.
Thankfully I have done my devotions scheduled in advance so I don’t have to worry about them. You should get one a day til the 2nd of January. Hopefully I am feeling better by then. And in the meantime the emails are piling up to at least 1600 right now, today.
If I can’t sleep I might pop back in if possible. Depends on how I feel. Lying down or sitting down are just as painful.
Hope to see everyone soon.