I am out of my mind. I am so manic I can just about keep myself from running outside and screaming bloody murder. That will get me locked up somewhere.
I know I am not supposed to self-medicate, but I can’t get ahold of my psych nurse and so I took an extra mood stabilizer and my mornings anxiety med. I have got to slow down and chill out.
I don’t want to go to the hospital. How long if at all will it take for these meds to work. I need help. I am supposed to watch my grandson today and I don’t think I am in shape to do that. I just left my daughter a text message. not sure what time she gets up, but early.
I can’t take much more of this. I know I have 2 people sleeping down stairs.
The cat won’t shut up and I want to toss her out the window right now. I can’t stand her racket at the best of times.
Ok talked to daughter and no babysitting. That’s a relief.
Pray for me!