Holy God Help ME!! If you pray please pray for me.

I am out of my mind. I am so manic I can just about keep myself from running outside and screaming bloody murder. That will get me locked up somewhere.

I know I am not supposed to self-medicate, but I can’t get ahold of my psych nurse and so I took an extra mood stabilizer and my mornings anxiety med. I have got to slow down and chill out.

I don’t want to go to the hospital. How long if at all will it take for these meds to work. I need help. I am supposed to watch my grandson today and I don’t think I am in shape to do that. I just left my daughter a text message. not sure what time she gets up, but early.

I can’t take much more of this. I know I have 2 people sleeping down stairs.

The cat won’t shut up and I want to toss her out the window right now. I can’t stand her racket at the best of times.

Ok talked to daughter and no babysitting. That’s a relief.

Pray for me!



18 thoughts on “Holy God Help ME!! If you pray please pray for me.

    1. Tessa Post author

      I ended up in the psychiatric ER. They decided not to keep me so my meds are still messed up and I have to self-medicated on my own. I am in terrible pain (the fibro I think) and they had me see my therapist today and send me home. That doesn’t help my medication problem and they can’t get a hold of my nurse. Thanks for asking.



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