I just wrote an emotional email to my family. I will not be posting it here as it is too personal, but it cleansed my heart and let me free up the pain and is allowing forgiveness and forgetfulness. I feel so much lighter. I hope it frees up some of the pain inflicted by others on the rest of us.
We were a family for 23 years, but we never got it right. I will say the marriage should never have happened in the first place and that was partly me, My mental disorders being tricked by the King of this happy little story. I should have said NO and meant NO and let him do with his mental health what he wanted. He fits the role of narcissist. No longer will I allow myself to be treated that way.
Jesus Christ is my love, my path, my savior and he loves each and every one of you no matter your religion or lack of religion.