Step by step, things are slowly improving

My dear blog family,

I am getting very impatient, but things are slowly getting better. Although new things keep arising. There always seems to be something new to take another’s place.

Yes I have the support of my family, but not the way I would like it. I am really grumpy, don’t let my pleasant exterior fool you LOL!

I look at the pile of medical pills getting larger and the feel the different pains and other things getting worse or starting new and want to scream.  All of this is taking a major hit on my faith in God. I need to work on my thoughts, this is the worse I have every been.





15 thoughts on “Step by step, things are slowly improving

  1. bringbackhisgirls

    “When the night, is holding on to me, God is holding on.” (“King of My Heart” by John Mark and Sara McMillan)

    Jesus is holding on, tight, to you, Tessa. You are right in the palm of His Hand. You are His Precious Daughter. Hold on, my dear sister.

    Many, many prayers for you, my friend, from many, many people. “If our God is for us, than who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31).

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    1. bringbackhisgirls

      (It was published before I was finished.)

      I claim that verse over your life. Jesus is for you, even here.

      Jesus Loves you, my friend. So do I. I pray you would surrender every care over to Him, and have a blessed night sleep. Goodnight.

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  2. Doctor Jonathan

    You are fortunate in so many ways. I remember reading all the things you wrote you’re thankful for. The list was quite extensive. Life is cyclical and it appears you’re going through a rough patch. I look at the world as a circle; if times are tough just imagine how good it will feel as you move to the other side of the circle. Keep the faith and try to smile. If it doesn’t make you feel good, at least it will make me feel good! 🙂 Have a wonderful Mother’s Day weekend.

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    1. Tessa Post author

      I smiled for you so hope you feel good. I still don’t find much to smile about. Right now it feels as if life is ganging up on me. Every day it is a new problem/disaster. I fell down the steps and things have gone down hill from there. Did I fall into another dimension? I am not me, nowhere near the me I was and though it wasn’t great it was better than the current me. I still struggle to post. Can’t remember how. Simple things, can’t remember how. I don’t remember hitting my head on the fall, but have suffered this time of brain impairment due to medicines. Never this bad though. the day I start to post my thankful posts again is the day I start to move forward again. Until then I will keep up the struggle to move forward again. Thanks for your comments.

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  3. Susan Langer

    One way to get rid of the negative, overwhelming thoughts is pull out the old “Gratitude Journal” and list 3 things you are grateful for each day. It works cause I have been there. Praying for you. 🙂

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