Things have not gotten better. I am mentally and physically trying to heal and get better. Things seem worse. I am tired of my family yelling at me. Can’t eat, always sleeping leads to yelling.
Thursday I see my med nurse and therapist. I dread starting over with more meds. I react so badly to them. Even the one that let me be stable for 8 months lasted just that long. I almost stopped all my meds. I want the old me back from pre-hospital.
I took a shower this morning. Been a while.
Love and miss you all.