Daily Archives: July 15, 2016

Housing promise – maybe, maybe not…

Well, most of the people I have told about the promised housing when my dad passes and I posted “God Works in Mysterious Ways”, well it might not be a message from God nor for the good.

Everyone seems to think she is expecting me to offer her a  home now since she doesn’t have one and has no money. I can’t help her and I have a lot of cons to the whole thing. I don’t think it came from God at all.

I tried calling her like she demanded and no answer. She has not returned the calls. I emailed her that I have no money for rent and I am not being her house slave for several reasons. There are strings attached and I stated my cons.

No return email or phone calls and now I am hoping she is just going to fade out of my life. She is not the same person I knew at work. The whole phone call made me feel weird although my elation that I had somewhere to go at first wiped out my cautious attitude.

She helped me at work when I needed it and I thought she was an angel and like all angels they leave when their purpose is over. I was fine with that thought, but now she has me very upset and I was so upset the other day I self-harmed. I bit the hell out of my palm and drew blood.

Still perplexed,

Teresa (Tessa) Dean Smeigh

-Advocate For Mental And Invisible Illnesses

-Author Of Articles, Stories And Poems