Going off grid for a bit


My mental problems have increased and I don’t feel like doing anything at this time. Changed meds as well.

Danny Ray, please continue with our agreement. I will check in off and on as I feel better.

Sorry about the Daily Devotional, but I need time to calm down and settle myself so I am able to act like a normal human being. Something is seriously wrong and I don’t want to go back to the psychiatric hospital again.

Wish me well!

Tessa

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28 thoughts on “Going off grid for a bit

    1. Tessa Post author

      Thank you Morgue. Prayers don’t have to be a perfect format. Sending good thoughts will work too. This is the worse I have been. Dad and son thinking hospital again. Hate to think they will call 911 and haul me off.Dad said if I don’t stop this he will call 911 and let them deal with me and getting me there. After 2 times I don’t want to go again.

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  1. FLO

    I am so worried about this. Have you tried contacting the person who handles your meds? Hold on to yourself and the world. I’m still here and I haven’t changed, my friend. Hold on.

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    1. Tessa Post author

      My dear friend Flo, it has been increasing getting worse again.Saw the psych nurse as an emergency appt. We discussed and jogged the meds around, lowered one and added one. I am in a state of mixed moods right now. Mania and depression. Mood stabilizer (anti-psychotic doesn’t work well right now.

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      1. FLO

        Should I expect to see you on Saturday? Will you be able to drive? to think? to control yourself? Perhaps, the routine would be a good thing? Let me know. You know I care.

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  2. Donna

    Oh, Tess, I kept looking for,more but not this but didn’t I see something about your therapist but that’s not Danny ray, is it?
    Please take care

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    1. Tessa Post author

      Hi Donna. My mental status is worse and no Danny is not my therapist. We have a project together. Thanks for replying. I don’t know when or how I will be feeling most of the time so if I disappear suddenly, may be hospitalized.

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  3. FLO

    I am so sorry you are going through this. I was thinking last night that maybe your father and son didn’t know but it seems they do. Changes in meds take some time to reach maximum effect. How are you doing with the changes made so far? Any improvement? Hugs to you and prayers, too.

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    1. Tessa Post author

      Dad started to lecture me and then he realized that I didn’t need a lecture. I need Tender Loving Care! they are both aware.The mania is helping me straighten up around here.

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    1. Tessa Post author

      Thank you for the quick rebalancing for happier days ahead. This is the worse I have ever been. Earlier I yelled “God I can’t take this anymore” and my son started to drive to the hospital. I told him no. If things keep going the way they are, I will have too.

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        1. Tessa Post author

          Jonathan I am no longer depressed. I am having mood swings and currently in a manic state.Mania can be as bad or worse then depression. I want to keep myself at peace as long as possible. I need to get back to the nice, behaved person I was before.

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