Hi friends, miss you guys. Withdrawal and a serious dental problem at the same time has been a lot of fun, NOT! My pain level is a 15 out of 1/10. I am just finally starting to feel better and the pain level is coming down. I am able to eat things that aren’t completely soft finally.
Been thinking about my ex-husband and our lives and think I have finally forgiven us both for the disaster of the marriage. The Lord boomed it out to me in my room and flustered me at first. VENGEANCE IS MINE, SAYETH THE LORD!!
It is not my job to punish either of us for what happened. Problem now is that I find myself wanting my marriage back. Not sure how real that is. I just might be lonely as my son has suggested. AND there has been no indication the ex wants to start over so it is mainly in my head right now. Besides we can’t go back to when things were better. I enjoyed having babies and being a military wife.
Still have pills to withdraw from. Be around when I can.
Teresa (Tessa) Dean Smeigh
-Advocate for Mental and Invisible Illnesses
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