Why me?? – 2015

Taken by Teresa Dean Smeigh at a local park in NJ

Taken by Teresa Dean Smeigh at a local park in NJ

I would love to walk around that park and the others I am used to. I prefer the woods to the beach. However, my walking is sorely limited and isn’t going to change in the foreseeable future except maybe to worse.

I didn’t sleep last night and I did leave a light on. Awful lot of noises but I stayed in bed. I am glad that I am not the only one living in the house. I don’t think I can handle that right now. I emailed the psyche nurse twice (no phone it takes even longer and she is a traveling nurse) and got no response.

If I hadn’t heard so much about Cymbalta and coming off of it I would simply stop the medications, except my anxiety medication that is doing absolutely nothing right now. I would probably get worse without it.


Advocate for mental health and invisible illnesses, also a devout Christian

Author – http://www.finallyawriter.com (this blog contains my old work mostly although occasionally I do add something new here), new work is mainly on this blog http://www.tessacandoit.com

11 thoughts on “Why me?? – 2015

  1. auntiememe71

    I’m glad I found your blog. We have a lot in common. I prefer the woods also. I love nature & camping. I don’t know if I’m gonna get to do that anymore or not. I understand your frustration. I don’t believe I’m in as bad of a situation as you are but I don’t think I’m far behind. My Fibromyalgia is getting worse fast & no meds are helping. I so wish they would find something that could help us better. Over in Europe & Asia they are making all kinds of break throughs for all kinds of diseases but the US won’t consider them. Such a same. I hope you find some kind of relief girl. I’ll pray for you. Warm Hugs.💛


  2. Tessa Post author

    Thanks for stopping by. It is getting worse and I think about all the years ahead of me still and all the things I can’t do anymore. I really need sleep, but the nightmare problems are keeping me up. Gently hugs and have a good day if possible.



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