I am not interested in dating much. The reasons are far and wide.
1.my disorders are many and depending on the activity are beyond my pain and fatigue.
2. I am shy and new people and places scare me.
3. I have been hurt too many times.
I am not looking, but but not giving up completely. I do miss the companionship and support. I am not interested much in sex so that can kill a relationship, but there are others out there looking for companionship only. If it is meant to be, it will be.
Tessa – advocate for mental health and invisible illnesses, also devout Christian
This is something different. (Part dream, part reality, I was bullied as a child)
The beautiful little fairy/pixie got dressed for the morning at school. She dreaded this because the other fairies were so mean to her. She was freshly cleaned and nicely dressed, but they still didn’t like her unless she let them copy her schoolwork.
She flew over to the area where they held school and settled on a branch as far away as she could while still being able to hear the teachers.
The murmuring started among her fellow fairies. “Give us your homework, NOW!” they yelled in unison. They grabbed her and held her down trying to get the homework from her.
I couldn’t watch the poor fairy being bullied anymore and I stepped in, lifted my arm and prepared to save the poor thing.
“Wait! Vengeance is mine,” sayeth the Lord! (Romans 12:19)
I lowered my arm, ashamed at what I had planned to do. I was just as bad as the other fairies.
(“I heard the shout loud and clear – I was awake by then. Jesus was reminding me of the bad thoughts I had for vengeance and reminding me it was his job.”) I tried to punish my ex-husband for what he did to me, but the Lord was reminding me it was not my place to do the punishment and I wished he had gotten there sooner and not let me try to punish my ex-husband. I hurt others in the process.
Thank you for reminding me that vengeance is yours. It is not my job to punish anyone. Sometimes I need reminding.
The Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord gives grace and glory; no good thing does He withhold from those that walk uprightly.
As you wait for God to fulfill his promises to you, the thought may enter your mind that you are not good enough for God to give you what you want. He is preparing you to be ready for his plan to be carried out.
Thank you for loving me. You are so wise and kind, so I will wait for you.
“How much more will your heavenly Father give good gifts to those who ask Him.”
Not only does He help you pray, but He will show you what to pray for to remain on His path for your life. God wants you to know his will. He is more motivated to show you his way to your path than you are.
Thank you for loving, protecting and providing for me.
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you! I Corinthians 6:23